Imposter Syndrome and Willing Obedience

By: Lauren Thomas

“Imposter syndrome” is a term that describes feelings of inadequacy relating to one’s job. It encompasses concerns such as “I don’t know enough” or “I haven’t achieved enough to do this job well.” The term normalizes feelings we have all dealt with from time to time. And though a “normal” feeling, imposter syndrome is not what God wants from you.

Here’s why.

 

Imposter syndrome sounds a lot like mock humility, about which Catherine Booth, co-founder of the Salvation Army, had this to say:

I am tired of hearing the words “I can’t”. Jeremiah said, “I am a child”; but the Lord didn’t pat him on the back and say, Jeremiah, that is very good, I like that in you; your humility is beautiful.” Oh no! God didn’t want any such mock humility. He reproved and rebuked it. I do not like the humility that is too humble to do as it is bid.

 

When we allow our “inadequacies” to hold us back from willing obedience, we have a problem. Catherine Booth referenced Jeremiah, but what about Moses? He had a litany of symptoms to bring before God regarding his imposter syndrome: “Who am I? How will they believe me? Why would they believe me? I’m not good at speaking! Please, find someone else for the job!” (See Exodus 3 and 4). Gideon was another one who suffered from imposter syndrome (se Judges 6).

 

It is understandable, relatable. I know I have questioned God’s call in my life. I can assume it is likely that you have as well. And though it is “normal” to feel like an imposter when God lays a large job before you, let’s instead respond as Mary did when God called her to a job that was bigger than she:

 

And Mary said, “Behold, I am the servant of the Lord; let it be to me according to your word.” And the angel departed from her.

Luke 1:38 ESV

 

This is what the Lord requires: willing obedience. He isn’t asking you to work in your own strength. He hasn’t called you to ensure your success. He hasn’t even called you to orchestrate your outcomes.

 

He’s asking for willing obedience that trusts Him to equip and establish His plans through you. Feel unqualified? Feel inadequate? He chose you for this work. Just say “yes, Lord” and leave the rest to Him.

 

Now, may the God of peace…

 

equip you with everything good that you may do his will, working in us that which is pleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory forever and ever. Amen.

Hebrews 13:21 ESV

 

Reflection:

Read part of Moses’ story in Exodus 4:10-12. Notice God’s response to Moses’ concern about his speech impediment. How is imposter syndrome holding you back from what God has called you to? Using the above passage, what might God be saying in response to your perceived inadequacy? Read Isaiah 41:9-10. How does this verse encourage you in obedience to God’s call in your life.