By: Donna Bucher
This week we celebrate freedom as a nation; our independence
from tyranny. We live in the most powerful nation on earth with more
"rights" than people in other nations dream about. However, the true freedom
we explore today, is a different type of freedom, this freedom is spiritual
freedom. A limitless freedom which transforms your entire life.
“ and you will know the truth, and the
truth will set you free.”
As a young woman, I came to know Jesus Christ as my Savior and
began my journey to a more intimate relationship with Him. After years of
struggling with self-worth; burdened by poor choices, I at first found great
peace.
Initially, I experienced freedom in a sense, as I knew from John 1:12, I was now a child of God. More
importantly, I understood from Romans 6:20-23 God forgave my sins.
But over time, the initial peace and freedom seemed to fade. I
still struggled with self-worth, and felt stagnate in my relationship with
Christ. Reminding myself often of God's promises, I made every attempt to hold
onto the assurance that I was truly free from the past. Yet, in the quietness
of my soul I still heard the rattle of chains.
DARKNESS
THAT PARADES AS LIGHT
Despite countless prayers for freedom and the knowledge that
Christ sets captives free, I never "felt"
free. Attempting to earn God's approval, I became busy "serving". Compassionate
by nature, ministry came easy for me. I gladly shared with others how they
could find forgiveness and freedom in Christ, seeing many lives changed. I
somehow thought freedom was for everyone else but me.
Yet, in the quietness of my soul the rattle of chains never
ceased. The light I thought I created in service was merely darkness parading
as light. Would I ever know what true freedom feels like?
SHAME
EXPOSED
Perhaps because of my own painful past, I am drawn to the
marginalized. Seeking out the person lingering on the edge of the crowd. One
day, as I offered listening support to a young woman, I shared with her two
words that changed both our lives.
As she shared her pain,
I told her she "was loved".
The look of desperation in her eyes confirmed she needed to hear those words;
but I needed them too.
The more she shared, the more it seemed she told my story. Broken
by sin, but crippled by shame; hearing of Christ's unconditional love for her
broke the bonds of shame. As I continued speaking with her, God spoke the same
words over me. He opened my eyes to the truth, He not only forgave and removed
my sin, but He shattered my shame.
God exposed shame’s lies of my unworthiness of love and
acceptance. Where once all I saw was the identity shame gave me, now I saw a
new creature in Christ.
HEALING
IS A JOURNEY
My healing journey continues; each day God reminds me of His
love and my future with Him. He reminds me that He doesn't love my suffering,
but He loves me, that I will have trials, but He will never leave me. He
reminds me that His peace and purpose are there in the midst of every storm.
Remember your past does not define your future, because your
future is in Christ and He makes all things new.
If you struggle with embracing true freedom:
Speak the
truth of the gospel to yourself daily. (John
3:16)
Meditate on the
truth of Christ’s forgiveness of your sins. (Colossians
2:14)
Remember
salvation
is a FREE gift which cannot be earned. (Romans
6:23)
Believe the
truth and trust Christ. (Isaiah
12:2)
What does true freedom feel like? It feels like grace offered
by two nail pierced hands.
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We fight for healing and freedom everyday. More and more, I am discovering the need to lean into God's Word and "to believe and trust Christ." He alone is able to keep my soul whole and free.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Joanne, I know we look for freedom in so many ways, yet the true freedom we so desire is only found in Christ!
ReplyDeleteSuch Truth spoken in those two words. Thank you for sharing this, my friend.
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