Breast Cancer Awareness Month
by Angie Ketcham
October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month. So, I thought it fitting that my story be told today to all those mommas out there (or even those who aren’t mommas). Very few lives have not been touched with this cancer in one way or another. My grandma had breast cancer in her early 50s resulting in a mastectomy of her left breast. I remember as a young child seeing her scarred chest, not old enough to realize just what those lines actually cost her. We would often play with her silicone replacement that would be sitting on her dresser at night, in total oblivion of the sacrifice she made at the hands of this terrible monster called breast cancer. I remember precious times, like the way she used to hold me in her arms and rest my head on her breast and sing “Amazing Grace” or another song as if singing in the presence of Jesus himself. All these thoughts swirled in my mind today as I heard these two words.
Two lumps. That was
the doctor’s report today. I had come in
because there was a sore area on my breast that was causing me concern. It wasn’t anything unusual, as I consistently
have cystic activity that causes discomfort on a monthly basis. But this time, the discomfort wasn’t going
away. So, I went in today. The outcome was not what I thought it was
going to be. There were two lumps that
need to be checked. Wow. So, today my thoughts have been thinking
about what this could mean for me.
I couldn’t help but think of the life that has been given
through my breasts. It’s what gave both
my babies nourishment the first year of their lives. It’s where my restless toddler would lay his
weary head saying, “Crawl me up, Momma,” as we slid up to his pillow snuggled
so close. It’s where my crying teenage
daughter would seek comfort from her first experience with mean girls. And yet, here I am, faced with the
possibility of the loss of something that is a part of who I am.
So, my journey is
just beginning. I’m praying for a
positive report, an unnecessary scare, but I can’t help but be reminded of all
you mommas out there that may be struggling with nursing issues (you know who
you are) and feeling discouraged today.
Don’t forget to be thankful for the moments you’ve been given to give
life to your children. Enjoy each moment
with them, even if it’s not going the way you expected it to. And don’t forget to perform self-checks each
month. Early detection is the key with
breast cancer. If you notice anything
different or uncomfortable, don’t hesitate to get in to your doctor. It could just save your life.
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by the God of your father who will help you, by the Almighty who
will bless you with blessings of heaven above, blessings of the deep that
crouches beneath, blessings of the breasts and of the womb.
a lovely deer, a graceful doe. Let her breasts fill
you at all times with delight; be intoxicated always in her love.
Yet you are he who took me from the womb; you made me trust you at
my mother's breasts.
[ True Blessedness ] As he said these things, a
woman in the crowd raised her voice and said to him, “Blessed is the womb that
bore you, and the breasts at which you nursed!”
Thank you for the reminder to self check and the steps to do so. I am praying for you sweet friend.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing. I am praying for you as well.
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